La la la, blog.

Hm.. what to write about today... I just feel like writing. Ironically, I don't know what about, only what NOT about. I have an English paper do but midnight tonight that I'm still working on, but I just don't have the drive to finish it right now. I know I will, but slowly... anyway. Today I am... happy. Just happy. And it's great. And it's a Monday. And I'm happy. That is a very rare thing. Ha. And I don't know why I'm writing so many short sentences... hmm.

Oh! There IS something: Saliva! I saw them this weekend, and it was awesome!! I wish I had had a real camera instead of a phone, because we got to meet two of the members after the show, and got a pic with them. Again... awesome!

It's all about perspective

Tomorrow starts another week. I'm never really ready for it, but I'm feeling okay about it at the moment. I working on starting to change my view on things a little more, and think more positively. I'll elaborate more soon, but now I'm going to bed- I'm very very tired.

Monday again.

Today started off okay... and then this afternoon kinda sucked. Actually it was just a chain of events, and now I'm feeling really uneasy; I'm not really sure why either.

And now I'm about to leave to drive an hour and take my final practice ACT test of my course... that I haven't studied enough for. My instructor told me that this one would probably be the same score that I get on the real one, which is this Saturday, and so I'm really scared that it will just be the same score as last time- which I'm happy about, but my goal is a 30, and I know I'm going to be really disappointed in myself if I don't reach it.

And like always, I really miss Brad right now... even if I did see him just a couple days ago. I can't help it :P

Two months later...

I think I might finally be learning to stop expecting so much of myself. For some reason, that is a very hard thing for me to do. No matter, what... it's always there in the back of my mind: what I could have done better, what I should have said, what I did wrong or didn't do. And this could all be avoided if I would just stop over-thinking everything.

But other than that, life is good. It's been forever since I've written on this thing, and there is probably absolutely no one who reads it now, lol. But I'm gonna put the link pack up on my Myspace, so hopefully... If not I guess it will just be like a less-detailed version of an online diary or journal.

But for now I'm getting off so I can sleep.