I'm back!

Wow, haven't posted in a while. I actually forgot about this sight for a while. I've really been letting other issues - mainly classes - preoccupy my mind all the time lately... and have really, really missed writing. Sometimes (more like all the time) it's hard to find a moment to actually sit down and write or type even the beginnings of something. And having an ADD mind like mine makes it even harder, especially since I get frustrated when I get distracted and can't finish something I've started... which is always. lol. Oh well, that's just how it is most of the time. I started 3 new poems this week that I'll hopefully get done within the next couple weeks. :) There's one that I'm really excited about. I'm hoping it will turn out to be a little deeper than some of the other ones. And I just finished yesterday one that I had started a while back, so here it is:

P.S. I just found out I can import these posts to my facebook notes. That's really cool, because now I won't have to post things in both places!


I'm tired of fighting
tired of trying to forget
trying to prove to myself
that you and I would never fit

I'm lonely tonight
but it's not the first time
but I don't just want anyone
it's always you on my mind

I once had been told
not to give up on love like you and me
but I'm sick of waiting for answers
done with hoping you will see

I want to know what you're thinking
if you feel the same way
if you still hold me dear
...still, to this day

because I know how for me
I get founder each time
and I wonder if you ever think about
the memories I have in mind

I could only wish that someday
a person will care this much too
love me so much that without me... they suffer
like I have been for you.